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Ansh sat in his usual casual posture, but there was nothing casual about the way his eyes were fixed on Devika. She was smilingâlaughing, evenâwith his cousins, completely unaware of the storm he held inside him. His gaze didnât waver for a second. It was as if he was watching a vision, a living prayerâhis own personal goddess. Because thatâs exactly what she was to him. His goddess.
Aryan, who had been observing Anshâs unsettling silence, finally broke it with a sharp question.
âWhat is this, Ansh? You told us you loved her, thatâs why you were marrying her. But you forced her into this marriage. Why?â
Ansh didnât respond. He didnât even blink. His eyes were still locked on her, unbothered by the world, by the accusations, by the truth.
"Ansh, tu maara vaat sambhli rahyo chhe ke nahi?"
(Ansh, are you even listening to me or not?)
âNahhh,â he replied coldly, eyes still unwavering.
Aryan leaned in, lowering his voice. âAgar usne nani ko bata diya ki tune usse zabardasti shaadi ki hai toh...?â
Anshâs lips curled into a slow, confident smirk.
âVo nahin batayegi.â
Aryan frowned. âTujhe kaise pata?â
Ansh finally tore his gaze away from her just for a moment, the smirk deepening as he spokeâhis voice low, firm, unshakable.
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"I know, I know she's yours," Aryan said, trying to stay calm, pushing down the frustration that was rising in his voice. "But she doesnât know you, Ansh."
Maybe he expected a reactionâsome flicker of emotion, maybe even regret. But Anshâs next words left him speechless.
âMain use jaanta hoon... bas itna hi kaafi hai,â Ansh replied, the faint smirk fading from his lips. His voice grew darker, quieter.
âAgar voh mujhe jaan gayi... toh darne lagegi mujhse.â
Aryan exhaled deeply, throwing his hands up in resignation.
âUff maara bhai, tu ane tara jawab kyarey seedha thata nathi!â he muttered, shaking his head. (Uff, my brother... You and your answersâŚare never simple!)
He turned his attention away from Ansh, his gaze falling on his wife, who was now walking toward Devika along with their dadi-saas, (Janaki DeviâAnshâs formidable nani.)
Trying to shift focus, Ansh asked casually, "What about that contract? Did they give the property papers?"
âOh, yeahâI forgot to tell you,â Aryan said with a distracted grin, eyes still trailing after his wife. âThey want to meet your wife.â
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Meanwhile, Revati and Janaki approached Devika, their hands carrying a silver plate filled with fresh Gujarati besan ke ladoo. The sweet aroma filled the hall.
Devika noticed them approaching and immediately rose from her seat out of respect, but Janaki Devi gently gestured for her to sit back down. Smiling kindly, she picked up a ladoo and moved it toward Devikaâs mouth.
Devika opened her mouth, not to eatâbut probably to say somethingâ
But before she could utter a wordâ
âArey Nani maa, usne ab tak brush bhi nahi kiya hai.â
Anshâs voice sliced through the entire hall like thunder. The room froze.
Janaki Deviâs hand paused in mid-air. The ladoo hovered inches from Devikaâs lips.
Devikaâs jaw dropped in horror, eyes wide, completely stunned. She didnât know what to doâeat? speak? vanish into the floor?
One by one, every head in the room turned to look at Ansh.
And there he was, lounging casually on the sofa, unbothered, as if he had just stated the weather forecast.
Devikaâs expression shifted rapidlyâfrom horror, to disbelief, to soul-crushing embarrassment. Her cheeks flushed deep red. Her hands clenched the edge of her dupatta.
And then her eyes found him.
A death glare.
Not just annoyed.
Not just angry.
The kind of look that promised that the very next chance she got, she would drag him and tear him into shreds.
Meanwhile, Aryan, who had been switching his gaze between Devika and her completely unbothered husband, leaned slightly and whispered near her ear with a grin:
âTu to gayo, Ansh beta... tari bivi aaje tane faadi nakhshe!â
(You're done for, Ansh⌠your wifeâs going to shred you today!)
Ansh shot him a sidelong glanceâbut didnât dignify it with a response. Instead, he rose from his seat, taking long, deliberate strides toward Devika.
âSorry, Nani maa,â he said smoothly, grabbing Devika by the wrist. âSheâs tired. She needs to rest.â
Janaki just gave a resigned nod, as if this was nothing new. She knew exactly how her grandson was. And she didnât bother arguing.
âBut bhai, we didnât even get to talk to bhabhi properly,â Dakshit complained, and a few others chimed in agreement.
âBaad mein mil lena,â Ansh replied, not even stopping, âTumhari bhabhi kaunsa kahin bhaagi jaa rahi hai.â
Devikaâs head was low, her cheeks still burning from the earlier embarrassment. She didnât look at anyone. Her feet moved only because he was leading her.
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Once they reached upstairs, he finally let go of her wrist.
âGo change and freshen up. Thatâs the closetâyour clothes are inside,â he said, pointing towards a sleek wooden wardrobe near the bed.
She didnât respond. Didnât move.
He turned around, slightly annoyedâonly to find her just standing there, arms crossed tightly to her chest, staring at him with a mixture of exhaustion, rage, and disbelief.
âWhat?â he asked casually, as if nothing had happened moments ago in front of an entire audience.
And then, she moved.
Not with wordsâbut with action.
She shoved him, making him stumble back and fall onto the bed. Before he could recover, she leaned over him, eyes blazing.
âKya zaroorat thi vo bakwas karne ki?â she snapped.
âMain bol rahi thi Nani maa se, kisne kaha aapko beech mein chillane ko?â
She didnât stop there. The dam had broken.
âMujhe laga tha aap bas thode mannerless hongeâpar nahi! Aap toh battamizon ke baap nikle!â
She kept going, her voice rising, her hands flying as her anger poured out. And there he wasâlying comfortably on the bed, arms folded behind his head, watching her with an amused, almost teasing smile.
He wasnât stopping her.
He wasnât interrupting.
âAap bohot⌠Aaaaââ
Before she could complete her sentence, he grabbed both her wrists and pulled her down over him. Her hands landed against his firm, bare chest, and her breath caught in her throat.
âGusse mein tumhare chehre ki laali⌠kaafi khoobsurat lagti hai, Devi.â
His voice dropped to a husky whisper as he leaned closer, his breath brushing her ear. A shiver shot through her, uninvited yet impossible to ignore.
She instinctively tried to pull away, but he trapped her between his arms. One hand slid slowly, deliberately, over her slim waist. Her body tensed. She gasped, unfamiliar with the sensationâbut it didnât feel wrong. Not like it should have.
No.
It didnât feel threatening at all.
Instead, it made her feel⌠safe. Safer than she had ever felt any touch. Like this wasnât a violation, but a balmâlike it was healing every unseen scar she'd carried for years.
She looked up at him, startled by her own thoughts, and found his eyes already fixed on herâcalm, deep, and unreadable. Slowly, he reached up and tucked a stray strand of her hair behind her ear. Another shiver.
She tried again to pull back, to create even the smallest distanceâbut his arms only tightened around her, not with force, but something more potentâa silent claim.
âishh..this rednessâŚis it because of me..?â he whispered, mischief lacing his voice.
She dropped her gaze instantly, cheeks burning.
And then, so gently it made her heart skip, he kissed her forehead.
Her eyes fluttered shutânot from fear, but from that strange, unwanted yet deeply craved feeling that nestled quietly in her chest.
He watched her closed eyes, the way her breath changed, the way her body stilledânot resisting anymore, but unsure.
He knew exactly what she was feeling.
âAbhi-abhi toh aayi ho meri zindagi mein, Devi⌠aur dekho⌠kya haal kar diya tumne mera.â
His voice was softer now, like a confession. Like he hadnât even meant to say it aloud.
Her eyes flew open, startled.
âM⌠Maine kuch nahi kiyaâŚâ
Her voice trembled against his. Unsure. Shaky. Honest.
She truly didnât know what she wanted anymore.
To run?
Or to stay tangled in this chaos that didnât feel like pain anymoreâbut a strange kind of freedom?
"Jo kiya hai⌠tumne hi toh kiya hai," he whispered finally, his voice low and laced with meaning. And just like that, he let her go.
Devika instantly stepped back, turning her face away as if the air around him burned. Trying to ground herself, she straightened her posture, determined to reclaim control.
But before she could gather her thoughts, she blurtedâ
"A⌠Aap⌠aap baat badalne ki koshish kar rahe hain!"
Ansh took a step toward her, voice like silk and sin.
"Kaunsi baat, Devi?"
He leaned close, his breath teasing her skin. One hand slid down to her waist againâfingers expertly nudging her pallu aside, just enough to reveal the delicate curve of her navel.
Her breath hitched.
His fingers traced slow, deliberate circles thereâlight, teasing, possessive.
The sensation hit her like a jolt of electricity. She froze, unable to push him away⌠unable to move at all.
"Why so quiet now?" he murmured against her skin. "Abhi toh tum bohot kuch keh rahi thiâŚ"
With a swift move, he flipped her gently by the shoulders to face him.
Her hands landed against his chest, trembling.
"P⌠Please don't," she whispered, her voice shaking as much as her breath, which now fanned across his face in rapid bursts.
His face was barely inches from hers.
"Just say the word," he whispered, his voice almost reverent. "Tell me you're not liking it⌠and Iâll stop."
Her lips quivered. "P⌠PleaseâŚ"
He paused.
Then suddenly stepped back, smirking.
"Okay. Now go and brush."
Her eyes shot openârealizing how close he still was, how casual his words sounded. She blinked in disbelief.
There he stood, arms crossed over his chest, a cocky grin playing on his lips.
The embarrassment from downstairs surged back like a flood.
Her anger flared.
She grabbed the nearest pillow from the bed and hurled it at him.
"You mannerless monster! Gunde kahin ke!"
He caught it mid-air with ease, laughed, and gave her a playful wink.
"Nice try, Devi."
Then he tossed the pillow backâright into her face.
"Bye, biwi. Shaam mein milte hain."
"Youâ!"
Before she could complete her sentence or throw another one, he was already gone, disappearing from her sight like smokeâleaving her flustered, furious, and confused all at once.
Frustrated, she tapped her feet on the marble floor, lips pressed tightly. With a sharp exhale, she finally turned and walked toward the bathroom.
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I was wearing the red banglesâgiven by him âwhen my gaze caught the mirror beside me.
Draped in a soft yellow cotton saree, the black embroidered borders gently brushing my skin, I stood still. My fingers lightly traced the bangles on my wrist.
I remembered the way he had slid them onto my hands⌠the way his fingers lingered just a moment too long. That moment had etched itself into my mind, playing on a loop now.
And then my eyes fell on the dressing table.
There it was.
A small, delicate box. The same box from which he had taken the vermillion and filled my maang.
I stared at it.
Then slowly, almost unconsciously, my gaze dropped lowerâto the exposed curve of my waist, my navel. A flush crawled up my skin.
I didnât even realize when my hands reached thereâright where he had touched me.
That touch...
It wasnât filthy. It wasnât forceful.
It was pure.
So pure... that I felt I didnât even deserve it.
Didnât deserve him.
Why am I here?
Why did fate bring me to him?
Is this truly my fate?
And if it is⌠why didnât it come earlier in my life?
What am I even thinking?
Stop it, Devi. Just stop it.
And then...
âDeviâŚâ
The way he calls my name. Not just my name, but like heâs calling my soul.
Devi.
Like he knows me from the very beginning.
Like heâs always known meâmore than I know myself.
He sees through me.
Understands my silence.
Hears the emotions I donât say aloud.
And I donât know when⌠but my eyes began to well up with tears.
Knock knock.
I was pulled back to reality by the soft knock on the door.
Quickly, I wiped my tears away and walked over to open it.
Standing thereâwith warm, wide smilesâwere Dakshit, Dhritya, Raghav, Lily, and Rocky.
Dhritya was holding a tray.
âBhabhi⌠can we come in?â she asked gently.
I gave a small smile. âWhy are you even asking? Please come inâitâs your house.â
They all entered, looking around curiously. Noâadoringlyâas if they were stepping into some kind of sacred space. Their eyes were wide with wonder.
âHey bhabhi,â Dhritya chimed in cheerfully, keeping the tray on the table near the couch âThis is your breakfast. Grandma told us to bring it to you.â
"Ohh! Okay, thank you," I said with a soft smile.
âWhy are you all standing? Please, have a seat,â I offered, noticing their excited faces. They were absolutely adorableâeven the dogs.
As soon as Dakshit sat on the couch, he looked around and complained with a dramatic sigh,
âSorry to say, bhabhi, but your husband is a devil. He never even lets us see his room!â
he added, laughing, âHeâs only soft with Dadi and Revati bhabhi. The rest of us? We donât exist.â
Hmm, Heâs not just a devilâheâs a mannerless one. But wait He never lets anyone come inside this room, why?
I blinked in surprise. âIs this the first time you all are seeing his room?â
They all nodded, and Dakshit replied, âHmm, bhabhi. That too, only because of you.â
Just then, Dhritya glared at him. âKutte, tu bhaiya ki shikayat kyun kar raha hai?â
(You mutt! Why are you complaining about bhaiya?) she scolded, half teasing, half serious.
Suddenly, I felt a tug on my saree.
Looking down, I saw that little Labrador pawing at the fabricâRocky, trying to get my attention. A smile tugged at my lips as I bent down and gently picked him up. He immediately licked my face, as if trying to tell me something sweet and important.
I chuckled, burying my face into his soft fur, before looking at his motherâLily, wagging her tail excitedly, her tongue out like she too was beaming. I leaned over and patted her on the head.
The warmth⌠the affection... it was all so new. So unexpectedly comforting.
And then I remembered.
â why werenât you all there at the wedding?â I asked softly. I hadn't seen anyone from his family that day. Back then, I had assumed he had no oneâno family. If they had been present⌠maybe I wouldnât have been forced into this marriage.
Dhritya looked up casually and said, âOh yeah! Bhaiya told us that his love was going to be forcefully married by her parents⌠so he went to bring her back from that marriage.â
I froze.
"What the hell⌠'love'?"
He told his family he was rescuing his love?
Thatâs why no one said anything about Roohiâbecause he never told them.
He lied. He lied to everyone.
Not just a monster.
A liar. A huge liar.
What if his family found out the truth?
Dakshit laughed and added, âAnd here I thought bhaiya had a stone heart. That he was incapable of love. But turns out, heâs some kind of great loverâcrashing weddings and stealing brides!â
I turned slowly to look at him. And there was Dakshitâlaughing like a maniac, absolutely enjoying every bit of it.
And then little Raghav, eyes sparkling with excitement, jumped in, âMain bhi Anch chachu jaisa lover banunga! Apni girlfriend ko bhaga loonga! Yayyy!â
(Iâll become a lover like Ansh chachu! Iâll elope with my girlfriend! Yay!)
Dakshit gave him a mock-stern look, mimicking in his tone,
âAbe papa ke pale⌠teri girlflend bhi hai?â
(You father's fairy⌠you even have a girlfriend?!)
Raghav puffed out his chest proudly and said,
âAur nahi toh kya! Tumche toh chundal hai⌠vo nahi, vo sabse chundal hai!â
(Of course I do! She's more beautiful than you⌠no no, she's beautiful than everyone!)
He said it like it was a badge of honor.
Dakshit clutched his head dramatically. âMain 23 ka ho gaya, aur ab tak meri girlfriend nahi bani⌠aur teri hai?â
(Iâm 23 and still havenât got a girlfriend, and you already have one?!)
Trying to get the gossip out, he smirked and asked, âVaise kaun hai vo?â
(By the way, who is she?)
Raghav narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms. âMain nahi bataunga. Walna tum papa ko bata doge!â
(I wonât tell! Otherwise, youâll go and tell dad!)
The room burst into laughterâeven the dogs barking in excitement, giggles echoing from every corner.
And in the middle of it all, for the first time since I entered this strange new lifeâŚ
I felt like I was in home,
âBhabhi, do you wanna tour the house?â Dhritya asked, eyes gleaming with excitement.
How could I say no?
They were all so sweetâso warm. And truthfully, I wanted to talk to them too. To feel something normal⌠something real.
I smiled and nodded. âYeah, why not?â
âLech go!â Raghav chirpedâhis tiny voice full of energy.
âLaghav apko apne toys dikhayega, chachi!â
(Raghav will show you his toys, aunty!)
His little hand wrapped around my wrist before I could react.
Rocky was still nestled in my arms, refusing to be put down.
So there I wasâbeing pulled along by a five-year-old with a determined smile on his face, while holding a dog that clearly had no plans of walking on his own.
I let out a soft laugh. What chaos. What comfort.
It was all a person prey to have in life,
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Okay so here's the chapter give your reviews about it,
Kanha ji ki kripa se badh wali vipda tal gayi,
So currently my life update is that, bhaiiii mera sasural (hostel) khul gya i mean summer vacations khatm ho gye aur mujhe ab apne mayke ko alvida karke jana hoga đĽ˛đĽ˛đĽ˛đĽ˛

It was the time when I used to cry to go to the hostel and dream of a happy hostel life, and now itâs the time when I cry to come home... hostels are okay, but that wardenâsheâs like a naraz saasu maa.
Okay, so I am going to tell you about my college life. I was a girl who was too shy in my school life and was too obedient in the teachers' eyes, but in my college life, I am totally different. I donât know how I got that image, but yeah, I got it, and I am going to share this journey with you allâwhether youâre excited or not, but I am đđđ
So, it was 9th September 2024,
The day I left my home and stepped into the world of hostellers. It's a government one.
I was nervous yet excited. I got a room with my four roommatesâname Arushi, Pallavi, and Shreya.
I thought, bhai yahi toh chahiye ek aadmi koâaraam, aaram aur aaram. I thought itâs a government college so nobody would force me to go there every day, and I thought I would bunk my first day.
But I was wrong. That warden forced me to go there and told me to attend every lectures or else she would call my parents.
And my mother had already told her, âDekhiye ji, ispar thoda dhyaan dijiyega.â Maybe she took that too seriously.
Thatâs it for now. I will tell you what happened on my first day. It was totally siyappa, yaarâŚ
Tell me if you're excited or not..
Baki radhe radhe sundariyonâŚ
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